Ugly monsters vanquished

Some times I feel that I am fighting ugly monsters and the monsters are winning. Fortunately, today, I won against my ugly monster. Guess I don't have to worry about this monster anymore since it is now out of my hands and therefore, my control.


I've been sitting on this picture for awhile and I'm not sure what to think about it. What do you think?

Bored Online and On a Wedding Interest Kick

I was really bored the other day and ever since I designed the label for the Jordan's Mint Lemonade at work, I've been on some type of wedding kick. I mean, I did a good job on the label as you can see below.


Anyway, I found http://www.weddingdresscreator.com/ and used it to create my "dream" wedding dress. They don't allow you to change the colors of the dress and me being me, I don't like wearing white. I like this style, but I would want to change it a little. Ok, maybe some people would think the changes are lots, but I don't. I would rather have the sleeves changed and some other details are small changes.


In other news, I'm working on my second novel for editing. I currently have four that are various stages through editing and writing. I think that once I have two finished, I will find an agent and I'll start finding a publisher. Yippee!

I'm excited for class tonight since we are going to do more veil work! Then tomorrow night, I'm going to learn more hip bumps ATS.

Gotta Go!

iPod Challenge Again

iPod challenge

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, iPod, MP3 Player, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.


You set your Ipod or MP3 to shuffle and answer the questions with the title of the songs.

1)If someone says, “is this okay?” You say? Opinion - The Fixx

2)What would best describe your personality? Shut Up And Drive - Rihanna

3)What do you like in a guy/girl? I'm Too Sexy - Right Said Fred

4)How do you feel today? Invincible - Muse

5)What is your life’s purpose? Southern Sun - Paul Oakenfold

6)What is your motto? Beautiful World - Devo

7)What do your friends think of you? Angel - Sarah McLachlan

8)What do you think about very often? Never Recover - The Cardigans

9)What is 2+2? Taste The Pain - Red Hot Chili Peppers

10)What do you think of your best friend? Happy - Natasha Bedingfield

11)What do you think of the person you like? Miss Otis Regrets - Francis Faye

12)What is your life story? Slippery People - Talking Heads

13)What do you want to be when you grow up? Feraghi Song of Exile (Acoustic) - Niyaz

14)What am I to you? Novacane - Beck

15)What do you think when you see the person you like? Rein Raus - Rammstein

16)What will you dance to at your wedding? Giving Up On Love (7" R&B Version) - Rick Astley

17)What will they play at your funeral? Taweet - Ravi BAL & Dalijit Mattu

18)What is your hobby/interest? The Fall Of The House Of Usher: V. Fall - The Alan Parsons Project

19)What is your biggest secret? I Don’t Call Him Daddy - Kenny Rogers

20)What’s the worst thing that could happen? Moral Centralia - Harvey Danger

21)How will you die? Criminal - Fiona Apple

22)What is the one thing you regret? No Good Deed - Wicked: Original Broadway Cast

23)What makes you laugh? Pet Names -Smash Mouth

24)What makes you cry? The Funeral - Greg Edmonson

25)Will you ever get married? Glass Breaker - The Crystal Method

26)What scares you the most? 004 - Fermin IV

27)Does anyone like you? Who Knows - Natasha Bedingfield

28)If you could go back in time, what would you change? Guarded - Disturbed

29)What hurts right now? Cancer - MCR

30)What do you want right now? Invisible Man - Theory of a Dead Man

Leaving

Walking away

Leaving it all behind

Refusing to be
the once silent doormat

Keeping the spine
refusing to back down

Intoxicating
the strength is
never to cast aside again

Never to say "yes"
when soul cries "no"

Never to be walked over
and abused

Shut the door
and turn the key
on that painful history

Not to shadow
a clean and bright future

Only to be known
when moved on and healed

I am healing and strong
not broken anymore

Hear me roar

Strength

Just personal rambling when I should be in bed.

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I need to remember right now that I need to stay strong in what I believe is right. I refuse to be the doormat that I once was. I might stay here, but I might not. I will be back for sure for fall semester. If I see the people I know, then I'll see them, but I plan on moving forward. Forward is only direction left and the right direction at that. I'll miss the memories, but I know what I need for my personal health.