Strength

Just personal rambling when I should be in bed.

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I need to remember right now that I need to stay strong in what I believe is right. I refuse to be the doormat that I once was. I might stay here, but I might not. I will be back for sure for fall semester. If I see the people I know, then I'll see them, but I plan on moving forward. Forward is only direction left and the right direction at that. I'll miss the memories, but I know what I need for my personal health.

I've seen 78 out of 241 films

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 films on this list, you have no life. Mark
the ones you've seen. There are 241 films on this list. Copy this list, go to your
own facebook account, paste this as a note. Then, put x's next to the films
you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click
post at the bottom.

( ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At Worlds End
( ) Boondock Saints
(x) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane
Total: 5

(x) The Princess Bride
( ) Anchorman
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Labyrinth
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
( ) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 11

( ) Scream
( ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
( ) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
( ) American Pie
( ) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 11

(x) Harry Potter 1
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil 1
(x) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
( ) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 19

(x) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
( ) Signs
(x) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
( ) White Chicks
( ) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going on 30
(x) I, Robot
(x) Robots
Total so far: 25

( ) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
( ) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
( ) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
( ) KING KONG
Total so far: 27

(x) A Cinderella Story
(x) The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
( ) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
( ) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber
Total so far: 31


( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
(x) Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 35

( ) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
( ) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 37

( ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Lucky Number Slevin
( ) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
(x) Bourne Identity
(x) Bourne Supremacy
( ) Lone Star
( ) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) The Fog
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(x) Curious George
Total so far: 42

( ) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Bosses Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) War of the Worlds
( ) Rush Hour
( ) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 45

( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( ) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
( ) The Terminator
( ) The Terminator 2
( ) The Terminator 3
Total so far: 49

(x) X-Men
(x ) X-2
(x) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
( ) Spider-Man 3
(x) Sky High
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Little Mermaid
(x) Freaky Friday
(x) Reign of Fire
( ) The Skulls
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
Total so far: 60

(x) Swimfan
(x) Miracle on 34th street
( ) Old School
( ) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf's Tribe
(x) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
( ) Boogeyman
( ) The 40-year-old Virgin
Total so far: 63

(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
( ) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
( ) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
( ) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
( ) Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull
Total so far: 66

( ) Baseketball
( ) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
( ) Devils Rejects
(x) Elf
( ) Highlander
( ) Mothman Prophecies
( ) American History X
( ) Three
Total so Far: 67

( ) The Jacket
( ) Kung Fu Hustle
(x) Shaolin Soccer
( ) Night Watch
(x) Monsters Inc.
( ) Titanic
( ) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
( ) Shaun Of the Dead
( ) Willard
Total so far: 69

( ) High Tension
( ) Club Dread
( ) Hulk
( ) Dawn Of the Dead
( ) Hook
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian
(x) 28 days later
( ) Orgazmo
( ) Phantasm
( ) Waterworld
Total so far: 72

( ) Kill Bill vol 1
( ) Kill Bill vol 2
( ) Mortal Kombat
( ) Wolf Creek
( ) Kingdom of Heaven
( ) the Hills Have Eyes
( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
( ) The Last House on the Left
( ) Re-Animator
( ) Army of Darkness
Total so far: 72

( ) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
( )Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
( ) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(x) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
( ) Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total so far: 75

(x) The Matrix
(x) The Matrix Reloaded
(x) The Matrix Revolutions
( )Animatrix
( ) Evil Dead
( ) Evil Dead 2
( ) Team America: World Police
( ) Red Dragon
( ) Silence of the Lambs
( ) Hannibal
Total so far: 78

Now Add them up and...

Put "I've seen… out of 241 films" in the subject line and repost it.

Tomboy

YOUR GUY SIDE

x You love hoodies.
x You love jeans.
x Dogs are better than cats.
x It's hilarious when people get hurt.
x You've played with/against boys on a team.
x Shopping is torture.
x Sad movies suck.
You own/ed an X-Box.
x Played with Hotwheel cars as a kid.
x At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
You own/ed a DS, PS2 or Sega.
You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
You watch sports on TV.
x Gory movies are cool.
x You go to your dad for advice.
You own like a trillion baseball caps.
You like going to high school football games.
You used to/do collect football/baseball cards.
Baggy pants are cool to wear.
x It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
x Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
x You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
Sports are fun
x Talk with food in your mouth.
x Sleep with your socks on at night

16

YOUR GIRL SIDE

You wear lip gloss/stick.
You love to shop.
You wear eyeliner.
You wear the color pink
x Go to your mom for advice.
You consider cheerleading a sport.
You hate wearing the color black.
You like hanging out at the mall.
You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
You like wearing jewelry.
Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
x You don't like the movie Star Wars.
You were in gymnastics/dance?
It takes you around/ more one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
You smile a lot more than you should.
You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
You care about what you look like.
You like wearing dresses when you can.
You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
x You love the movies.
x Used to play with dolls as little kid.
Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy/joke of it.
Like being the star of every thing

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So I'm a tomboy, what else is new?

P.S. I Love You.

1. Put your iPod on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 (or however many you want) friends who might enjoy doing this.






WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)?
The Jean Genie - David Bowie

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Calling America - Electric Light Orchestra

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Building A Mystery - Sara McLachlan

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Thou Swell - Natalie Cole

WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU GET ANGRY?
Hand In My Pocket - Alanis Morissette

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOURSELF?
Me In Honey - REM Featuring Kate Pearson

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Some Like it Hot - The Power Station

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Bach: Cell Suite #5 in C Minor, BWV 1011- Gigue - Janos Starker

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Hitch a Ride - Boston

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Cursum Perficio - Enya

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Moody's Mood For Love - Queen Latifah

HOW DO YOU DEAL WITH STRESS?
On A Tree By A River A Little Tom Tit (Oh Willow, Titwillow) - D'Oyly Carte Opera Company

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Save the Population - Red Hot Chili Peppers

WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS TAKE WITH YOU?
America - Santana Featuring POD

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
This Time - Neil Diamond

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Crazy [Acoustic Version] - Simple Plan

HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?
Cry Baby Cry - Beatles

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Humanity (World War Three) - Front Line Assembly

WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID?
Children Of The Moon - The Alan Parsons Project

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
The March Of The Kings/Hark The Herald - Trans-Siberian Orchestra

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT BEFORE YOU GO TO BED?
Rock And Roll - Led Zeppelin

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Realization - The Art Of Noise

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Be Our Guest - Beauty And The Beast

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
So Right - Dave Matthews Band

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Video Crime - Tin Machine

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Mindtrip - Hot Toddy

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
The Big Issue - Chumbawamba

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Better Days - Philippe Kahn

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
P.S. I Love You - Bette Midler

Whew...I think

Ok, so life has been ... um, how to put it ... interesting. I guess that works. To put it in the words between a certain captain and pilot.
"This landing is going to be pretty interesting."
"Define interesting."
"Oh god, oh god, we're all going to die?"
Yes, if you don't know where that quote is from and the 10 second sequence it occurs in, you are a sad little person.
Anyway, I've spent the weekend with my family for the most part. Yesterday wasn't too bad. Mom and I were able to talk, which we haven't been able to do since I moved out. However, today kind of sucked. Mom and Dad had a disagreement. I don't understand how Taylor can live in that house without going crazy. I think she just ignores it so she can finish her schooling. She and I have a sister-sister date on Saturday. I don't know what we are going to do yet, but we're going to spend time together. I'm having a hard time believing that she'll be 16 in 4 months and 11 days. Yes, I'm counting, but really who cares other than me? Sometimes I think that I'm just the chicken-shit child and Taylor got all the strength. Oh well, it will serve her well for the path that seems to be her future.

As for the rest of my life, I went in for a check up and Mary is concerned about my rapid weight loss. She made me go up to the hospital for 4 vials of blood to be drawn. 2 for blood glucose test and 2 for thyroid levels. I've lost quite a bit of weight recently, and I'm always tired, hungry, thirsty, ect. Mary said as soon as she had the results, she would call me. I'm worried, but I can't do anything to rush them. I'm falling asleep here, so I'm going to bail and head to bed.

Ciao!